the threat

I found out something important
which I always missed all the time.

I do not have a proper place to depend on spiritually.

I see people around me
is having
their own religions, idols and own faith,
but I have only my faith with me.

Suddenly I realized that living without spiritual support
is very pity.
I just do not understand that
I have no religion.
Not that I do not want to believe,
but I just can't get along with any, up to this stage of life.
I do not have idols,
maybe I have but not that passionate as others.

Everything for me here is just like anything I can let go easily.
I am afraid that once in the future,
I might get lost or totally gone
when I got a huge strike.

Maybe I'll be better to become a person
who stay far from the mankind
with my own style of living...

Why am I so weird?

king card#

When will you see this card?
Is it every critical time?
The answer is yes!

I was always wondering,
when can I be the most important person.
I never know this can happened on me.

Yes, I am experiencing it now.
And my feeling is
being the person is having a load of responsibilities
on the shoulders.
The responsibilities made me suffocated,
though I have enough competencies to handle.

Is that good or bad?
May god bless me
because only HIM knows I really work hard.

Thanks for giving me strong body
and strong mind to endure this.
Thanks for giving me great family
to support me.
Thanks for giving me good friends
to be by my side.

Gracier

P?

How sad for a singer to lost his voice?
How sad for a choreographer to lost his/her four limbs?
How sad for an artist to lost his/her vision?
How sad for a chef to lost his/her taste bud?

HOW SAD FOR A SAGITTARIUS TO LOST HIS/HER PASSION?

I finally feel it.
It's a deep suffer.
I live like a zombie,
without any objectives.

This is not what I want.
Can I go out from the condition?
Who can help me to find my passion back?

I need it desperately.

I will get it soon right?

Sorry friends for being bear with this zombie.
Thank you for being by my side.

I just wanna to be heard

Long time not talking to mum
I feel great after doing so just now
Though I am tired for a day long

I am working very hard
On everything I commit on
And worries never stop buzzing me
I know I always give my best shot on those things I involve in
But
I couldn't deny that I do have come across plenty of upset, anger, disappointment, loss and helplessness

I work very hard
And I hope people could see it
Not giving me anything
Only support will do

Fine
I am fine now
After voice out my feeling
Thanks for letting me doing so

I feel more energized to proceed now

Thanks mum!