May 28

I do not managed to do two blogs at the same time.
If you do know Chinese and can read Chinese
U can see my other blog in Chinese
That's for my family about my updates
in US

ultimatejourneyinus.blogspot.com

May 13

Happy mothers' day, mum!
I am not a good daughter
I admit
However, I still wish you
To have a great health
And a happy moments in these days

I have not been updated this blog for a week
I have no time to do it
and no time to do some reflections
More precisely
I reluctant to do those
because I am aware that
I am leaving home soon
Leaving home is sickening me now
Only certain people know
the reason I do so.

My busy and packed schedule
began by Sunday, the 6th
I met up with high school buddies
for breakfast dim sum
Then went to Cheras
for a blood donation campaign
My intention to go there was to donate blood
Eventually
I was being rejected,
Just because my vaccination for hepatitis B was not reaching 3 weeks
which is over the reactive period
Hence, I stayed there to be a volunteer
Helped up on the registration
After that,
Rushed home
to go back hometown with parents
The journey was torturing me
as I had not enough rest
even at night

The next day morning
We went for a special session
(I'll just keep this as private)
After that, went home by afternoon
Night,
Went to the studio
with my intention to meet up my teacher
Since she was not there, I left
Went to meet my buddies
before I fly.
So blessed to have them

Tuesday
shall be an easy day for me.
However, I was wrong
I went back to college
to apply for my graduation
after I went for a long queue to get the bank draft
Followed by this was
A meeting with a close friend for lunch
Home...
Initially dinner supposed to be with two long missed friends
But I felt my head was to heavy to go out
and I cancelled it

Wednesday
Was a quite peaceful day for me
Staying with my family
My sis who went to China for a month
Came home by this day
We went for a dinner
To celebrate her arrival,
My farewell,
And mothers' day
It was a cool day
And we went for a late movie before home

Thursday
Went to meet a friend from Thailand
and had breakfast with him
Back home slept for two hours
Woke up
And met a friend in the evening
We had a long chat
and felt great after that

Friday
I thought I can rest by this day
I was wrong
After fixing something at home
I went to make my ISIC
(International student identity card)
With two other friends
At night
Went to a high school gathering
Till midnight
This was really killing me
I had no enough rest till now

Saturday
Day to fly
My feelings are mixed up
And confused whether I doing right thing or not
Tomorrow is mothers day
and I just left her by today
Just hope I will have a nice journey

Thanks to mum
who allow me to do what I wish
and support my decision all the time
Thanks to friends
who are concerning me
and wishing me in this journey
Thanks to all of you
who made me feel that
I am living in happiness.
So grateful to have you. :)

May 5

I really unwilling to wake up
from my sweet bed

Laying back for whole day
Prepare some desserts for family
Went for shopping with bro
And watch tv at night
Haha
How relax I am now
:)

May 4

My last day for exam
and
I understand that I did something
Not right
I don't feel like talking about that
Just to remind me
Not to do last minutes work

This is a blissful day

I had a nice talk with a close friend
Reminds me lots of things
Nice things about friends

Later
I went to meet my secondary school friends
Had a nice chat with a long miss friend
Ten years never see him
Everyone seems great
And grateful that we can still meet
And talk about past time
Nostalgia~

Suddenly
A friend from Thailand called
A long miss voice
Telling me that he is here now for a year
to work
I feel so happy to hear that
Since I have one more week to be here
I want to meet him before I leave

I love this day
This is a day
Full of cheers and bless
of friendship

Not to forget
Thanks to friends who helped in my exam
Thanks to a friend who bought me lunch
Thanks to a friend accompany me for two hours
Thanks to you all. <3

May 2

I have tried my best
To sleep earlier
And wake up earlier today
But, same
I woke up quite late

><

I dreamt of her
Yes
Something about our normal life routine
It's so real till
I've forgotten that she'd left us
How cool if she is here now

I couldn't concentrate on my study
So I just relax and laid back
Cleaned up part of my room
And packing some for my trip

I've trimmed my hair

I think its better to get on bed earlier
I gotta finish 2 assignments by tmr

All da best!
Thanks! :)

May 1

Labor day

Though this holiday is not meant for me
But I do really enjoy it
and realized something very important
to me

I help little on the house chore
before my lunch
Ad after that
Met a gang of friends
(All guys; do I behave like guy and that's the reason i have so many guy friends?)
Hangout for about two hours
Mmm
But they are really nice friends!
Home
and watch tv with my family
Till night
Haha
Meanwhile
I made some glutinous balls
as dessert for my family
And chat with a friend
He is so cool,
made me realized an important message
~ Life is just like an ice-cream, it's cool and simply doesn't cost much. If you are having it now, it would melt. ~

True
We need to appreciate our present
Stop dwelling on the past
And less worry on the future
Thanks friend for the meaningful quote.
Love it so much!

Suddenly
I feel like I am having less time for my family now
That's why I need to do something before I fly
Mum always waited for me every time
I went out at night
She will only get on bed
when I reached home

I really feel blessed
And grateful
On all I own now
My mum
My family
My friends
My life

Thank you for all.
I love you all. :)

April 30

I know you don't feel like letting me go
Though you keep on saying
It's up to me.

I looked like I don't care
on how you feel
But I really do
Like last time
You showed me the same attitude
I really want to get out from home this time
Not because any reason
But I really need
To get up from the spot I fell
You can think that I am not considerate
But
It is far more difficult for me
To walk out this step
Limited resources,
in uncertain situation
Each wrong step might bring some unforeseen consequences

Unlike last time
I really work very hard for this journey
And I shall let you know that
This journey is significant for me
on a degree
Sorry to make you worry
I will take good care of my self
And I will promise you to come back safely

Please forgive my stubborn
And thank you for supporting me

Thanks for the meal
Thanks for all I own which you gave me
Thanks for going me enough liberty
Thanks for giving me adequate education
Thanks for giving me an extent to think and decide
Thanks for trying to understand me
Thank you mum.
I love you mum.

Ps: thanks a friend for a wonderful farewell dinner. I had a great night. :)