Summary of me for few days~

I really do not feel like coming here

for few days.

I am really exhausted.

Physically and mentally.

within these 5 days,

I did struggled

and yet feel blessed.

Let's talk about Monday.

I supposed to sit still at home

and do my pilling assignment.

I failed.

No choice,

something need to be done

with my mom,

dragging whole afternoon time.

Went home, I was just too dizzy,

could not do anything,

just slept for few hours before dinner.

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Gotta share some story happened on this day to you all.

Actually I went with my mom

going for an "ask god" session,

mom wanna know about my deceased sister.

The intermediary told that

my deceased sister was actually belongs to the heaven.

She did something wrong and she got to have her punishment here

as a human.

Now her punishment all done,

so she needs to go back to the place that she belongs to.

It's really a nice story.

Hahahaha~

But it makes me feel good. ^^

Tuesday,

I got 6 hours class.

Early in the morning,

I'd get to college

to meet up one of my lecturer

to have some of the updates.

Then in the first class break,

all of us are having nasi lemak and sandwiches

as the money spent on last event left.

I know I can't have anything spicy

but I still have it, in the hope that I'll be alright.

However, the effect was the same,

gastric again. ><

No more spicy food...

When I back home that time,

I've drained myself.

So, I just read up some journals

for the assignment that I need to due on Friday.

Wednesday,

I was permitted to enter a class

to learn back something that I was always confused.

So I went to college early though I have no class.

After that class,

I did my social gerontology's group assignment with 2 of my group mates

from 1pm to 5pm.

It was definitely a tough process

making me very tired.

After that I rushed home

to prepare to go out for dinner.

I had a gathering with my friends in US.

I was late.

But I did have a great time.

The opportunity cost for it is,

I have no time to do my assignment again.

Thursday,

last day before the assignment due.

I went home straightly after my class

intend to do my assignment.

However,

something interesting arose.

One of the tuition center I called before,

called me for an interview,

asking me when I am free to go.

After thinking for some moments,

I feel that that was the most appropriate time,

so I just go.

It's definitely an interesting interview.

I can definitely get the job,

just waiting for second interview.

I found out that it's interesting is

the interviewer not look at my qualifications,

just look on the attitude.

So now I only realized that attitude is a main concern in everything.

After that,

I was too dizzy

slept for 5 hours until one of my friend called me

and asked me whether I would go to a friend's birthday celebration.

I was stunt and that time only remember.

Actually I did not feel like going

since I did nothing on my assignment.

However I choose to go,

just because I have something to give that friend long long time ago

but I have not get the chance to pass it to him.

So, I just simply wrapped up,

to make it like a gift,

then took to the place we meet

to give him.

Now, i am actually wondering whether he would appreciate it or not.

Because it should reach him a month ago,

Now, so late till seems like expired already.

Hahaahaha....

At last, when I reach home,

and tried to concentrate on my assignment that need to be due tomorrow,

I failed again.

I was terribly headache.

Gosh!

What's all this?

Trying to make me stronger?

Or want me to prove myself I can make it?

Come on, I am a human...

Please...

So, I lose.

After an hour of struggling,

I choose to sleep and wake up earlier tomorrow.

Even though an angel offered to help me do the assignment,

I rejected,

I feel that this is my responsibility to make it done,

no matter how tough is the condition.

I would not feel good even I made it,

if I am not the one who do it.

I am very clear how am I look like.

Today,

what a wonderful day!

I say it, I meant it!

It was tough for me,

definitely.

Woke up 5 in the morning,

then do until the time I need to get to college.

At class, I just listened to the lecture without touching it at all.

Today,

this lecturer gave us some useful advices.

"In order to succeed in your job, or even life,

two things you must be able to control.

First, control you pressure and never let it to control of you.

Second, take full charge of your emotion,

never let it control you."

During break,

I told him,

there is a lot of thing we could not control,

this is even apply to some of the conditions that involve emotions.

He was kept on stand very firm on his point,

and say that it's only depends on our mentality to control it.

So, I just revealed the truth.

After that,

I sat alone in the library

and doing my assignment with

my angel online.

Hahahahahaaha.

I tell you,

I am really touched with what he had did for me

staying by my side and encouraging me,

always correct my thoughts when I was wrong.

So blessed to have you.

Thank you my angel!

I made it,

though I know it hasn't meet my real expectation

but at least I did it.

No more such thing happens in future.

After I done with that,

I read an email from another angel.

Seriously,

these 2 angels made me feel I am spoiled heavily.

So great to have you by my side.

Ohya,

on the way home.

I was receiving a call from a parent regarding home tuition.

I was actually do not want to accept the offer,

due to some of the reasons.

However, I really lose to the mom

and I just do not how to reject her.

So, I gotta go and teach her son for a month first

then only decide whether to stay or leave.

I really need to learn the art of REJECTING~

So tired.

This is my one week life.

I would have greater to come in the coming week.

Wish me luck.

Thanks to all of you who are concerning me.

I really appreciate it

but i can only expressed it here

as I do not know the way to say it out.

Thank you~