Again, a week.

I

definitely know what I am doing

and know all consequences on what I am doing.

I purposely abandon this blog for a week

and observe my own condition.

The conclusion is

I really need to come here every night

to do some reflections.

I need reflections to be a better one.

I'd learn 3 important phrases today in Social Gerontology class

Bereavement, Mourning and Grief.

I was having a very strong feeling when

the lecturer touch about the topic of death.

I thought of her,

I miss her

and feel that she has not leaving yet,

though I am consciously knowing that she is not here anymore.

I've learned something very important within this week.

The Art of REJECTING

and applied it on a situation.

I thought that when I reject a person

my instinct tells me that

my conscience and principles along my life journey

will make me feel guilt.

However,

I could finally realized that

the rejection was not really hurt me much,

meanwhile

it reduces the tension in my heart.

It's cool when you get to understand this.

Hmmm....

I went to my best friend birthday party on Saturday night.

I told you that I can hardly go out from the door
and socialized with people right?

Here is an exception,

I went there just because of my best friend.

Seriously,

I did not know I would have such feeling in return.

I enjoyed it so much!

I guess just because the whole gang

able to take care of each other so much.

so nice and unforgettable.

Looking forward to the next one~

Beside reflections,

I need to ponder deeply

about the issue of time management.

Within this week,

I come out my own philosophy that

Success people will be well control of their time,

while those who are being controlled by the time are the other way round.

I used to be a person who managed my time well

but, now I really feel like a loser

as I could not take charge of my time.

I know

the day when I can well control of my time,

I am walking out from the grieve successfully.

Anyhow,

just to inform all that

I am working very hard now

to make my life more meaningful.

Thanks for being by my side and bear with my temper.