Have A nice Day!

"Have a nice day!"

I like this phrase so much,

yet miss it so much.

I got a MMS of this,

this morning before heading to college.

All uncertainties on my brain just vanished,

left my plenty of nice feeling.

It has been a long time

I abandon this blog

abandon the true deep feeling of myself.

Reason?

No courage to face so much

in the reality.

Could I?

After a month of escaping,

I got a conclusion that

short term of escaping is more suffer

than facing the cruel reality directly.

So, I made a decision.

Never run

unless I really need a break.

This is what i need to do

I must be myself

Never run again.

I have lots to tell here

all happened within these 2 months.

Good or bad,

Joy or sorrow,

shocked or surprised,

gratefulness and disappointments,

......

Today,

it's a day of a start

which full of joy and also little disappointment.

Little expectations.

I got my last sem results,

still fine,

at least I know I tried my best

and it suits what I sow

and I am satisfied with the fruit.

Yet

I got a special gift

on my result.

Guess what?

I went to check out for

my result breakdown

of the subject that I just passed.

My lecturer said something I really unexpected.

hahahahahahahahahaha~

He

finds me some reason

to make me feel better.

So blessed to have him.

I do have a big conclusion

on what I went through for this blank period.

I am blessed

and always feel great

with people around me.

In more simple form,

I feel,

and can feel everyone around me

is like angel

caring for me,

and taking care of me well.

So blessed!

Every time when I encounter some problems

people around me would help me up

no matter how.

I feel so grateful

and touched.

That's the most innate feeling of me

that draw me out of the dark cloud,

which covered me sometimes unconsciously.

POSITIVE!

positive thinking is driving me for this long.

I tell myself

no matter how tough the situation

I must be positive.

This is what SHE told me,

what SHE left for me,

it's her spirit which helps me for this few months.

So

be positive!

^^