March 16

I guess
I shall not stop writing this
and shall never stop doing reflection
(At least, I know where had I done wrong)

My deadlines are all coming to me
on next week.
This moment,
sitting in front of my lappy,
has no motivation to do even a single thing.
Finally I realized what is meant by learned helplessness.

Anyone could make me do my work?
Everyone told me that I am doing well
but Why couldn't me feel so?
I can only let you know that
I've lost my mind
I seems like a zombie,
moving without consciousness.

Though I am not so into horoscope,
but this time I want to interpret me in such way.
It's sad for a Sagittarius to lost his/her passion in life.
WHO CAN HELP ME FIND BACK MY LIFE?

The worst thing for today is
I am having a big ulcer
which led to no appetite to food,
my only way to make me feel better.

God bless.
I shall have a fixed religion,
maybe it can help me gone through this hard time.
I'll try to be positive!
More and more positive.

Thanks to all who willing to give me chances.