March 21

Time passes so fast.
I couldn't imagine how far I've been left out from it.
All I can do is just keep myself working and working.

Yesterday,
I was having lots to jot down here
but
I did not.
Now, I only realized,
I need to do it when I am having it
if not,
I couldn't remember
Like now,
I remember nothing which I wanna write it here
Let me slowly recall back...

Yup,
I got it!
I hate inconsistent!
When I was done with my part of group assignment
one of my group member told us that
we did it wrong again!!!
Yes! It's again!!
Thanks to the inconsistent lecturer
who has not given a clear guide
on what we should do for the assignment.
I shall never have such mistake as her!!!
& now I understand why people do not like inconsistent.

Second,
I feel sorry for my mum.
my life now do nothing
only focus on my study,
yet I did not do well on it.
So shame!
Mum works very hard
without asking for my help.
I should be considerate,
at least do well in my study.
Sorry mum.

Third,
I use up a long time
to get out from home
and go for dancing class.
Do I still can proceed on this journey?
I wonder.

TODAY
I woke up by few calls
few ridiculous calls
and it was ended by my sms
indicated that the next call/sms will brought him
to a police report.

I was having extra credit presentation in my group
I was too careless that I did not bring along my pendrive
It took me a long journey to get it printed
after downloaded from fb
which cannot be assessed in the college computer.
Luckily
my friend who works at marketing department helped me.
I am so blessed on this.

Continue the sense of guilt from yesterday
I really want to do something for the family
I am sad to see mum work until neglected her meal
Noway for this!!!

I need some time to fix this

Thanks mum for all
thanks god for the challenge and help.

I want to change!