April 20

No doubt,
I've lost my self.

I know my work is not organized at all
but I really do not know how to re-organize it back.
I realized that I need help
no matter how will be the consequences
and how will other perceive me,
or perceive my work;
I've took out the courage to seek for help.

I read the comments
that a friend gave me
She did help me to rearrange my mind
and give me a hope that my work
is still having a little hope to be better

Though I can't blame my adviser on this
but,
I really could not accept the fact that
she is having huge difference
as compared to others
I accept this as my fate
but I feel that this is unfair to me.

The friend reminds me on my blind spot
but not my adviser
How irony is this?

Thanks for your help.
You've help me to improve,
though this is very last minutes now.
So blessed to have you.
Thank you.