Emotions~

What word would you like to describe you emotions?
If I have to answer this question
I'll pick the word
"WEATHER"

No doubt,
my emotions now are like the dramatic weather recently.
It can be very hot in the afternoon,
and soon,
it would turn into a very dark sky
with its heavy rain pour.
It could be chilling windy but sunny,
it could also be cloudy.

I
used to control my emotions well,
always let it in the sunny mode,
which people around me like this mode so much.
Even sometimes I need to face heavy downpour
the weather would soon turn into sunny again.
However,
I'm no longer the sunny girl anymore,
after the disaster.
We could hardly see the sunny mode on me,
and I am always in cloudy mode.

I realized this since half year ago.
I want to have a change
I do not want to give any more excuses,
I want to find back the long missed me.

I believe when I push away the dark cloud,
I can see back my lovely sun.

I miss you, SUN!

I am on the way here now.
Wait for me.