today~

I went back from Port Dickson 2 days ago.
This morning I can still feel the tiredness lie within my body.
Before I went to my class in college by 12pm,
I had a diarrhea.
My mind cant get rid of the fact that,
I brought this home from PD.
Ever since that day I reach KL,
I am suffering for that till now.
My whole stomach was like
having the big fight within it.
On that particular night,
I cant even have my dinner probably
as I was having a severe gastric ache.
All over now.
feel blessed.

Today,
I am having lots of thoughts,
and also all kind of different feelings.
I met my partner in the camp
which I joined as volunteer last weekend,
in the college.
The most surprising part is that,
he is also study in the same campus with me...

I went back home and rest well.
I have no job today,
that why I love Tuesday so much.

Night,
I heard dad receive a call.
I heard his conversation.
He told the person on the call that
his daughter, my sis has passed away.
I heard it.
Moody again.
no mood to study for my mid term now.
& I saw mom is none stop wiping her tears.
Again!
I do not like to see such atmosphere.
When can I get rid of such sadness at home?

After all,
I still feel blessed.
I got to know lots of friends last weekend.
& I got to know that I can be happy if I want to.
I know my family and friends would always be there
supporting me.

Thanks to all,
Friends.